the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Friday, November 28, 2008
maybes and what-ifs.
maybes and what-ifs.maybe i should be obsessing less over my emo songs. but what if the reason for that was because they speak my thoughts? maybe life's never meant to be a fairy tale. but what if through the tears and the heartaches, we make our own fairy tale? maybe things were meant to turn out this way. but what if things still can be changed? maybe good times were never meant to last forever. but what if having those memories was enough? maybe memories were meant to be just memories. but what if we treasured those memories and let them live forever in our hearts? maybe people were just meant to grow further and further apart with time. but what if there's always a reason for that happening, and all you have to do is to find that reason and reverse it? maybe things just hardly ever go the way i want them to go. but what if i just have to work at making my dreams come true? maybe she wasn't meant to have him anyway, because he was such an angel God had to take him away from her. but what if she can't carry on without him? maybe love just wasn't meant for them. but what if it was; all they have to do is to give it another chance? maybe i should just be happy that i once had what i used to have instead of crying over its loss.
but what if it just took a little more effort to get it back?
maybe it wouldn't matter what i did, because it wouldn't make a difference anymore. but what if it would; how'd i know it wouldn't make a difference? maybe somewhere along the line, i made a mistake.
but what if i had a chance to make things right again?
maybe you wouldn't give me that chance anymore.
but what if you, or someone else, would? 5:37 pm
Friday, November 28, 2008
maybes and what-ifs. maybes and what-ifs.maybe i should be obsessing less over my emo songs. but what if the reason for that was because they speak my thoughts? maybe life's never meant to be a fairy tale. but what if through the tears and the heartaches, we make our own fairy tale? maybe things were meant to turn out this way. but what if things still can be changed? maybe good times were never meant to last forever. but what if having those memories was enough? maybe memories were meant to be just memories. but what if we treasured those memories and let them live forever in our hearts? maybe people were just meant to grow further and further apart with time. but what if there's always a reason for that happening, and all you have to do is to find that reason and reverse it? maybe things just hardly ever go the way i want them to go. but what if i just have to work at making my dreams come true? maybe she wasn't meant to have him anyway, because he was such an angel God had to take him away from her. but what if she can't carry on without him? maybe love just wasn't meant for them. but what if it was; all they have to do is to give it another chance? maybe i should just be happy that i once had what i used to have instead of crying over its loss.
but what if it just took a little more effort to get it back?
maybe it wouldn't matter what i did, because it wouldn't make a difference anymore. but what if it would; how'd i know it wouldn't make a difference? maybe somewhere along the line, i made a mistake.
but what if i had a chance to make things right again?
maybe you wouldn't give me that chance anymore.
but what if you, or someone else, would?
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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